I'm sitting here in the library at Biola after my last class of my last semester, and it makes me think. So much has happened since I first set foot on this campus. I remember my first day, wandering aimlessly to the Sutherland steps for Torrey orientation, and being given my room assignment. I remember how confused and lost I felt for the first few weeks. I didn't know anyone, and everything was so new and different. I remember how alone I felt at first. I remember all the difficult days and nights of reading, reading, reading, and then writing, writing, writing. I remember the bad food, the hard, lumpy beds, and the asylum-like cell block that is Sigma Chi.
But I wouldn't trade that experience for the world. In the last 3 years I have learned to force myself to keep on going no matter what, and to engage those around me with a mixture of logic, knowledge, intelligence and love. I have learned to admit that I'm wrong and be ok with it. I have made friendships here that are worth more to me than all the tuition and the learning. When I started here I had no idea what it would do to my relationship with my high-school sweetheart, and I am leaving here to become her husband and the head of a new family.
In these three short years my life was changed forever, but I have been constantly encouraged not to turn my back on the life I knew before. I am going home now, but not as I was when I left, and the home to which I go is not that which I left. I feel no sorrow at this parting, only fond memories and gratitude for the part which this place, these people, and these experiences have played in forming who I am. Goodbye Biola, may God bless you as he has always done, that you may in turn bless those who have entrusted their minds and souls to your care.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
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Biola should give you back some of your insane tuition for this. I know I am going to regret not going to Biola for a while, but I know it'll all work out in the end. There is probably some bible verse I could find to back me up, but I am far too lazy for that.
Haha, nah, I still don't recommend it for you Chels. I don't think you'd be happy there.
You're probably right.
I'm so glad you're coming home.
Lol, I don't know how to take that Jess.
Blog more, you fricking frick! I would come up with a more thought-out insult, but I think that is exactly what I would have said if I said it to your face.
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